Result Day - Those Broken Hearts

The day when I got to know my result, it wasn't like any other normal day. It was full of stress, tension, anxiety & fear. A few days before, all students realized that their God has all the power to change their fortune & only he could help them with a good result & suddenly their DEMAND increased.

All Fukrey children become a true devotee of God as if there's no one better than them but how can a GOD be so humble to one who never remembered him for once since they got free from their troubles.

Those 1 weekdays were the hardest for everyone, but still, they were not afraid coz they know " They are the God's child & he can't do any harm to them".

Ironically, thinking as if there's no one pure like them. And a day before, before that big day of result, rest tension-free children suddenly become afraid for the next day. They kept chanting the name of their God all night, all day - reciting prayers & songs, taking blessings from each & everyone just to make it sure, that their every blessing would work & now they have the power to rule everything BUT...

when the result day arrives, they are the most disappointing ones. :(

DISAPPOINTED from marks, people, themselves & even from their helper- GOD just because they didn't achieve WHAT THEY EXPECTED? or that prayers & songs didn't work out for them? Both cases apply for each student who has appeared for boards But the day didn't end up here, it ended up with the teary eyes, aggressive behavior towards checkers, teachers, parents, & even GOD. 

Hv u guys ever feel the Same? Around or after your results? Then YES, you have the fear & a phobia of FACING PEOPLE!!!

Your fear of what would people say when they get to know your result. Your fear of what would your parents tell to others when someone asks them for your marks & they would say in a dissatisfied tone. And in this situation, you would decide something, Something very hard to believe & understand. :{ :{

Your all aggression would affect you may be one day or short period DEVOTION towards God & you would say 

"WHY ME???????" 

Why God always do this to me? Like an enemy, Why? and the tears will frame in your eyes like a drop on a flower & they'll start flowing like a RIVER, slowly & then flow with a high pace like a WATERFALL but,

They will hide their emotions to everyone no matter if they were dying inside, they won't show their heartbreak to anyone. And with their "Red Eyed" that cried the whole night would tell their Inner Heart Hurt story that finally conclude that,

"God if u want this, then OK! If this makes u happy , then OK! If u don't want to help me then OK with a condition that there'll be no relation among us & I don't believe u anymore!!" :{ :{ :{

With this, all your tears will soak & you'll only have hatred & anger in ur mind. You'll throw something on the floor, will shout on someone or will try to harm yourself 

WHY????? -To show Anger To Your God  But, The result??..ever think of it? Later when you'll be normal, you'll regret of what u said & what u did & that human activity won't let u sleep the whole night & more. :{
because it's human nature that HE CAN'T THINK OF HIS NEXT STEP without GOD. And ending relations with him means to end praying him to fulfill our needs.
But it's not a matter anymore, how? in this cunning & materialistic world people really don't let their GOD'S free so easily.
But just think twice, whatever person does in anger, would he really able to confront himself after calming down??
A BIG "NOOOO"

SO, Think Before What You Do ,

Think Before What You Say 

& Think What Makes You Wrong!!

Live ur life to the fullest coz u live it only once!!..